Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Agree with others blogs

This is Crystal - I have been reading other blogs on DID and saving the children...
I agreee with what is being said - that we need to stick together - but that means ALL of us  and not one person shunned because of what an alter did and someone else judges that alter and then banish ALL that persons alters from "sticking together" with everyone else- especially others that can help you and support you.
I am more then willing to help another person and support them... but this body also has alters that need support of anyone out there that can help and is willing to  help.
If I knew I could help someone be safe I would do my best to help as much as I can.   And I would hope that if there is a person out there that could help "us" stay save that they would have the courage to do so.
A good ex. of this is Kalisa - she is a very vulnerable 4 yr old alter that takes controll alot of the time.
She needs support of others as far as the right thing to do ...and needs alot of reminding....
I am only 16 yr old and an alter...I need support of others because  all the other alters and host of this body decided that they are no longer going to care for this body and left me to do so... being 16 and having to do an adults  job all the time and then Kalisa - well thats alot for me to do sometime and I need the support.

We are no longer going to get therapy because there isnt any insurance to cover it any more - "We" are on our own.  It is really tough some days and I feel like throwing in the towel but I know I cant desert Kalisa -
we need everyones support!

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Feeling Sad and Lonely

Dis  bees  Kawesa.
Eyes  wishes  my  mommys would says  hi's  toos  mees.
Eyes  bees  sews  saddeds  she  nots  talkeds  toos  mees.
Eyes  misses  hers  sew  berry berry  muches.
Eyes needs  toos  gibes  hers  a huggs-se  and eyes  cants  does  dats  cuz  eyes  bees  sews  berry  brrys  fars  aways.
Eyes  just  bees  sews  saddeds  and  feeleds  sews  baddeds.
Ebens  picsures  nots  makeds  mees  feeleds  betters.
Its  bees  sews  longeds - why  cants  she  bees  nots  maddeds  ats  mees  no  mores?
Eyes  nots  does  nuff  fings  baddeds.
Please  mommy-  talkeds  toos  mees?  Please ?