post surgery

Well the results of surgery are not good-I find out monday if it is cancer.
The dr said that it was NOT an abscess. He called it a "mass".
He had to scrap the bones on the left side of the face and from right below the left eye to the bottom lip and from the left side of the nose to the left side of the face the whole way to the other side of the cheek.
The entire face on the left side and the lips both top and bottom are swollen and all the pain med they put inside the face during surgery is now worn off.
It hurts sooooo  bad!

Kalisa has even stayed inside since surgery- I dont blame her- I would too if I could...
Hey what would happen if NO ONE would come out?  If there isnt an alter at all out?
What would happen to the body if no one would decide to be out?
Anyone have any idea?

Surgery Postponed-again!

This is Crystal.  Well our abscess surgery has been postponed again !  They were going to do it this coming week but the nurse forgot that the anesthesiologist had to see us.  So they wanted to do it the next week but the dr only operates on Weds and Evan has an appointment we cant miss ...so it got moved to 3/2.

So in the mean time we have to drain that abscess several times a day by pinching it and letting it drain !  Bad part about it -it drains into our mouth!  The fork went into the top of the gum line when I fell and the prong of the fork went WAY up inside!  And then it did what the dr called tunneling up towards my nose above the teeth roots and then into the inside of the part of your mouth above your lip.  There it created a plum size abscess!

When I went to the ER they did a CT scan on it and the mass is pretty big on the inside-bigger then what it looks like from the outside!  So I have to drain it till surgery.  I take 2 pain pills before I do it.  It is rather painful and being on blood thinners (because of a bad heart problem)  pinching it causes my face to get black and blue. (Have to do it 2-3x a day)  So I look real cute !  So that is a daily chore several times a day.  K doesnt stay out for the draining part but she is in the back ground that I am aware of.

Kalisa wanted someone to type for her...
Dis  bees  Kawesa.  Eyes  gotteds  my news  babys  yes-er-days.   Eyes  nots  wikeds  de  dresses  she  habes  ons  sews  eyes  getted  her  differents  crow-es. (clothes)   Dey   bees  warmeds  crow-es  and  she  habes  fings  ons  her  feets-es..  My  mommy  nots  putted  socks-es  and  shoes-es  ons  her  babys  feets.  And  eyes  knoweds  dats  deres  feets-es  getteds  coldeds.
Eyes  habes  toos  finks  ofs  a goodeds  names-es  fors  my new  babys.

Eyes  madeds  bal-in-tines-es  fors  my  mommys.  Eyes  hopeds  dats  she  wookeds  ats  its.  Eyes  wisheds  she  talkeds  toos  mees  and gibes  mees  Emmies  backs.  Eyes  nots  dews  nuff-fings  and she  takeds  ways  Emmies.  She  getteds  maddeds  cuz  Crystals  makeds  picsure  bouts  de  means  mans-es  ons  de wittles  phones-es.  And  my  mommys  finks  dats  its  bees  bouts  hers  buts  its  nots  bees  bouts  hers.  De  means  mans-es  ebens  madeds  Crystals  cwrys!
Eyes  wishes dats  my  mommys  bees  wikes  she  bees  afores.  Whens  she  bees  niceds  toos  mees.
Buts  eyes  stwills  lubes  hers  cuz  eyes  always  wills  lubes  hers.  Fors  for-ebers  ands  a days !

Eyes  finkeds  dats  eyes  habes  toos  makeds  picsures  nows.

Joined New Group

This is Crystal
"We" joined the Suvivors Group on line - I wrote to shattergirl to be her friend-
I hope there will be others that email us...
K is still crying about Emmie her fluff friend which has been blocked from her-just because someone
thought wrong.....she feels so hurt...she is really innocent in this matter...and things shouldnt be taken out on her because of others.....
There just is no fairness in life.

More post - Fluff Friend

The is Crystal
Kalisa is extremely upset!  She just went to do her fluff friends and found out that one that she petted daily was removed!
This is because that person thinks a pic on ployvore referred to er.  IT  DID  NOT !
It was done because of a VA representative that ticked me off over the phone !
Now K is hurt once again by this person for no reason at all !  Ready to jump to conclusions and point a finger and she is in the wrong !
Poor Kalisa.
Maybe Nonna can help- K is crying so bad right now !

Why cant people be nice to Kalisa?  What did she ever do to them ?

Will try again

This is Crystal- well the fingers are working a little bit better right now.
Let Kalisa play on polyvore and make pics- Nonna a new alter took her to the "Energy House" as she calls it.
I guess it is a meditation temple of some kind.
Terry the host, has all the chakra healing books and things from years ago.  She was into that.
Kalisa calls meditation - "med-cine-nations."

K got to talk to 2 of her polyvore friends and got another new friend there.  She is always happy when someone talks to her.  No one talks to her but there any more.
She is waiting for her new doll to come- it is just now being made.  I hope she will like it.

Her new mommy got a doll from where K gets hers - but it sounds like they sent her the wrong doll!  I hope not-the doll she said she ordered was more then the one it sounds like they sent here.  She needs to ck that out! These are not cheap dolls!

Well I guess I will try the games and see if the brain and eye-hand thing is working.
I hate it when the MS kicks in and the body doesnt want to cooperate !

Bad Morning

This is Crystal - I guess I need to blog more here.
I was going to play the hand-eye-brain coordination games ( good for my MS problem) but the brain isnt working at all this AM !  Typing is even very slow !
Maybe I will go to polyvore instead...

Empath

This is Crystal  -  I  just wanted to explain that Kalisa is an empath.(sp ?)  She is so tied "by my silbers freds"(silver thread) to her mommy -that this whole week is a -if you can call it- a repeat -replay of her mommy's life.
K made "anger" pics, worried about her new doll, checking on it and being disappointed that there will be a delay in delivery, the same kind and spots of pain in the body,etc,etc......
There are many weeks like this.  K knows what is going on with her and how she feels.
K can also astral project.  She does this alot during surgery-both her's and her mommy's.

She knew about her mommy's car wreck and warned her to be careful before it happened that day.I guess that would be called a vision (?).  Yes K is psychic.  I guess that can be both good and bad.
Bad because she can feel the sadness and depression of her mommy but good for K so that she knows her mommy is OK.
I dont know if her mommy believes this-but it is true.

Maybe then some of the stuff K says will make more sense to others when she says certain things.
And there a great carry over I noticed in pics on polyvore at times-some times even the same pic is used and that is really weird when K hasnt seen any pics her mommy has made that day. 
It gives me a spooky feeling.  I guess I need to get use to those kinds of feelings.  I dont feel them all the time- just when that little stinker lets her guard down a little!
Oh well I hear her yelling that she isnt a little stinker! She wants to make pics on polyvore.
Guess my time is up for now! Later.- Crystal