Sunday, May 30, 2010

Kalisa and the Move

Kalisa is not taking to the move to VA very well.
Between being sick and the still post surgery of the head -the whole left side of the face is swollen, including the eye being swollen shut and the pain!  Pain pills dont even touch the pain!  And then there is the heart- heart pain is bad.....
"We"  still do not have our things unpacked-cant lift or causes more swelling in the face and chest pain....
Several new alters have revealed themselves in the poly art.... other then that they have not reveled much

The thunder storms here are something else! Being right on top of the mountain-the noise of the thunder shakes the whole place when it booms!  Even the dogs run!  Kalisa hates them!

We found out that there is one perp here in the trailer park- 2 streets over.  So far nothing has happened-we have been told he keeps to himself and I hope that is stays that way! According to here on the computer there are only 12 perps here in town - compared to the 30 in the area we moved from.
I hope K will be safe.

K feels very insecure being so far away from her "new mommy".  K can astral project.  And she has been doing it alot lately.
Also the no sleeping at night is back - the first 2 wks here - "we" actually slept at night.  Now we are back to the no sleep in the dark.  K waits for the sun to come up and then goes to sleep.  She doesnt feel safe-and what she feels usually is right on target!  So I dont know.

Wish she had a therapist.  But then again - I dont know if she would trust another one to come out and talk to them.  She was traumatized from the last one.  And she hasnt even begun to "get over" that. It is a trust factor. 

K did - at first after the move- came out at night only- played in the bath tub- even found her bath tub crayons - but drew pics of her mommy's house and stuff like that.  Changed some of her babies outfits and played with the kids.  But she has been quiet lately - I think she is receding inside...that leaves me to take care of the daily things.....I dont want that job(this is Crystal)
I wish Elizabeth would come back out and take over like she use to.

Got an email about Terry's(the host) father.  He was put on Hospice -probably will be gone by July.  That means driving back to PA for a funeral.  I dont like them things either.  Had to go to one for an aunt not too long ago.  All kinds of people that I didn't know that talk to you-had to pretend that I knew what was being talked about.  Guess  either I fooled them or they thought I was in out space!
I can think of alot better things to do then go to a funeral!  I hope this will be the last one I have to go to!

Well the sun will soon be up and K will go to bed then. Even though I am out - K is still there very much in the back ground controlling the body - not letting it slow down and go to sleep.
I wonder if and when she will stop this and just let the body do its normal thing- sleep at night ?

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Kalisa depressed

Kalisa is depressed over the move to VA.  Her dolls still are not "in place" and the rest of her things remain packed.  She has had a fever lately and thinks she needs to go to "Dr Julie".  Hate to tell her but "Dr. Julie"
is a thing of the past.  I dont know how she will like going to a male dr.  Havent told her that yet.
The eyes are off here lately also.  Between the diabetes and the MS......
Alters have been quiet .............
Art work slow............

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Update on Us

Well our move still is having an impact on "us".
Having to worry about the remainder of our things in PA - most of our clothes are still there- we have 3 pairs of shorts, some jeans and t-shirts here - and some PJs but the rest of the clothing are in the storage in PA,  Makes for lots of wash to do with only the few out fits we have.
K did find all her "babies"  they are out of the containers but not in their "beds" yet.  She did change a few of them - their outfits. Her toys are in storage here - our room is not put together yet.

We have been sick most of the time since we got here- doing a little bit better right now.
Still not sleeping nights-thunderstorms real bad here. K has fits over them!  The wind whips around and the noise scares her- then the lights go out and that makes for a new fright for her and the rain.  She wanted to know last night if the bad man was doing that.  I dont know if I convinced her it was the storm that took out the electricity.

There have been a few new alters appear during the polyvore art work. They have just made themselves known but havent revealed anything about themselves.  And we have discovered a few new worlds....
Well K wants to do her thing here-

Eyes  finks  eyes  wants  a goes  backs  toos  de utter pwaces  eyes  wived(lived)  ats.  Eyes  nots  knoweds  ifs  eyes  wikeds  its  heres.   Eyes  wikeds  de witteds  doggies  -Ebas(Eva)  buts  eyes  nots  knoweds  ifs  eyes  wikeds  any fings  eleses.
Eyes  misses  my  new  mommys  berry berry  muchses  and  nows  she  bees  sews  fars  ways....  eyes  cwrys  awots  a timeses  cuz  eyes  misses  hers  sews  berry  muches.
Eyes  wishses  dats  she  justs  gibes  mees  a wittles  wetters  and  justs  says  hi's  toos  mees.
Eyes  finks  ifs  eyes  justs  keeps  lubbings(loving)  hers  dens  maybees  some  days  she  says  hi's  toos  mees  agains.