Dis bees Kawesa
Eyes madeds picsures a days heres ons de wittle tb fings.
A morrows eyes habes toos goes toos de barneys pwaces-es. (She calls Hershey Med Center the Barney place-that was the name for her brain tumor that was removed-that is what she called it anyways)
Eyes habes toos getteds a pecials tests-es fors my hearts-es. Sees ifs eyes habes toos getteds a oper-sa-tions ons my hearts-es.
De doc-cers sayeds dats may bees a oper-sa-tions mights helpeds my sickeds hearts-es and dens eyes nots habes toos getteds a new hearts-es ifs de oper-sa-tions makeds its bees betters.
Eyes eateds my matoes soups and cackers and nows eyes bees watchings wheels(real) babies ons de reg-lars tbs nots heres ons de wittles tbs fings.
Afters dats eyes getteds mys sprinklers baffs(shower-the bad boys use to take K to a barn and afterwards throw her in a shower in the barn- it only had cold water-so she calls a shower a sprinkler)
Dere bees some mores peoples wikeds mees insides mees.
May bees dey makeds picsures waiters. (later)
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Monday, December 14, 2009
My Turns-es
Dis bees Kawesa. Beff-knees doings de numbers (letters) fors mes.
Eyes wanteds sayeds fanks yous (thank you) toos all my friends-es dats makeds picsures heres on de wittle tb fings. (computer-that is what k calls it)
Peciallys my friends-es dats writes mees wittles wetters cuz no bodys talkeds toos mees. Eyes wikeds gettings wittles wetters froms ebery bodys.
Eyes misses my new mommys nots gibings mees wittle wetters.
Maybees she nots bees maddeds no mores and gibes mees a wittles wetters.
Dats whats eyes askeds Santa Claws fors Kiss-miss. Dats she makeds mees a picsures heres justeds fors mees and calleds mees on de wittle phones-es (cell phone) and sayeds Merry
Kiss-miss.
Dats bees my Kiss-miss wishs-es. Eyes hopeds dats Santas cans getts mees dats. Eyes askeds hims how manys dollars eyes habes toos gibes hims buts he nots says yets.
Eyes bees berry berry wonelys wait-lees. (lonely lately). No bodys comes sees mees nos mores and nos bodys called mees ons de wittles phones-es. Eyes habes nos bodys toos talkeds toos.
De baddeds boyses nots comes heres nos mores sinces de badded mans-es droppeds obers deadeds. Eyes bees berry berrys gladdeds bouts dats! Now de nots dews baddeds fings toos mees nos mores ! Buts somes times eyes finks eyes heardeds fings and some times-es whens eyes bees sweepings (sleeping) eyes sees dems dere ins my sweeps. (sleep) Eyes wishs-es my mommys bees heres wiffs mees dens. Dens eyes nots bees sews scareds. Eyes not loouds calleds hers whens eyes getteds scareds - she useds lets mees dews dats - nows eyes justeds cwrys and cwrys and cwrys. Eyes wisheds she nots bees maddeds ats mees nos mores nows. Eyes nots dews nuffings. Charlies dews it and dens my new mommys getteds maddeds.
Now eyes nots ebens cans dews picsures for prizes wheres she makeds picsures. And eyes wikeds dewings dats. :(
May bees her hearts getteds betters nows dats its bees Kiss-miss and dens eyes cans makeds picsures deres agains. Dats bees berry berry goodeds! :)
Eyes wanteds sayeds fanks yous (thank you) toos all my friends-es dats makeds picsures heres on de wittle tb fings. (computer-that is what k calls it)
Peciallys my friends-es dats writes mees wittles wetters cuz no bodys talkeds toos mees. Eyes wikeds gettings wittles wetters froms ebery bodys.
Eyes misses my new mommys nots gibings mees wittle wetters.
Maybees she nots bees maddeds no mores and gibes mees a wittles wetters.
Dats whats eyes askeds Santa Claws fors Kiss-miss. Dats she makeds mees a picsures heres justeds fors mees and calleds mees on de wittle phones-es (cell phone) and sayeds Merry
Kiss-miss.
Dats bees my Kiss-miss wishs-es. Eyes hopeds dats Santas cans getts mees dats. Eyes askeds hims how manys dollars eyes habes toos gibes hims buts he nots says yets.
Eyes bees berry berry wonelys wait-lees. (lonely lately). No bodys comes sees mees nos mores and nos bodys called mees ons de wittles phones-es. Eyes habes nos bodys toos talkeds toos.
De baddeds boyses nots comes heres nos mores sinces de badded mans-es droppeds obers deadeds. Eyes bees berry berrys gladdeds bouts dats! Now de nots dews baddeds fings toos mees nos mores ! Buts somes times eyes finks eyes heardeds fings and some times-es whens eyes bees sweepings (sleeping) eyes sees dems dere ins my sweeps. (sleep) Eyes wishs-es my mommys bees heres wiffs mees dens. Dens eyes nots bees sews scareds. Eyes not loouds calleds hers whens eyes getteds scareds - she useds lets mees dews dats - nows eyes justeds cwrys and cwrys and cwrys. Eyes wisheds she nots bees maddeds ats mees nos mores nows. Eyes nots dews nuffings. Charlies dews it and dens my new mommys getteds maddeds.
Now eyes nots ebens cans dews picsures for prizes wheres she makeds picsures. And eyes wikeds dewings dats. :(
May bees her hearts getteds betters nows dats its bees Kiss-miss and dens eyes cans makeds picsures deres agains. Dats bees berry berry goodeds! :)
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Having a Horrible Time
Right now "we" are having a horrible time!
Kalisa is sitting and crying for her mommy - who now wants nothing to do with her - I am mean - crap - its Christmas - how about a little compassion?
Our foot gets another month in the cast - no improvement there - this coming Weds we go to see if we need to get stents and or a pacemaker for the heart and right now the head hurts so bad that even two of the most powerful pain pills made arent helping!
Plus on top of that is the holiday family crap - just a lovely time we are having.
Poppy has revealed there is a "dark" twin of her - no name yet and then there was finding out that Charlie is a "she" and not a "he"
We lost time yesterday - thought today is Monday - at least the clock tells me the day besides the time!
It sure is hard being only 16 and handling all this stuff.
Elizabeth only comes out once and in awhile. Since the person she played games with quit doing so -E just doest have any interest in being out. Doesnt see the need to do so.
And K is worried that she wont get her "Kiss-miss" wish list. I hope she does - it always helps the rest of us and "our" life when she is not so depressed.
Well maybe making pics will help - very tense - doesnt help the head pain!
Kalisa is sitting and crying for her mommy - who now wants nothing to do with her - I am mean - crap - its Christmas - how about a little compassion?
Our foot gets another month in the cast - no improvement there - this coming Weds we go to see if we need to get stents and or a pacemaker for the heart and right now the head hurts so bad that even two of the most powerful pain pills made arent helping!
Plus on top of that is the holiday family crap - just a lovely time we are having.
Poppy has revealed there is a "dark" twin of her - no name yet and then there was finding out that Charlie is a "she" and not a "he"
We lost time yesterday - thought today is Monday - at least the clock tells me the day besides the time!
It sure is hard being only 16 and handling all this stuff.
Elizabeth only comes out once and in awhile. Since the person she played games with quit doing so -E just doest have any interest in being out. Doesnt see the need to do so.
And K is worried that she wont get her "Kiss-miss" wish list. I hope she does - it always helps the rest of us and "our" life when she is not so depressed.
Well maybe making pics will help - very tense - doesnt help the head pain!
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Sorry Charlie
This is Crystal -
Charlie, who is "our" - "I want to die" part just reveiled something to us.... "he" is a "she".
Yeap - Charlie is a girl. So sorry Charlie for calling you a "he" for the last 3 yrs or so years.
Maybe that is why all the pics he .. oops! she has done have females in them and not males.
Just a guess on that. She wants to die - so she makes all those dreadful pics - glad she doesnt come out more ! Hope she has a nice place to go to when she is inside......... wonder if it blows up when k blows up her internal world?
K has had ... oh about... at least 6 internal worlds that I am aware of. And when she gets really mad - she blows them up ! (wonder what that means... her blowing up her world all the time?)
Well K wants to come out- saying it is her "turns-es" to be on the computer.
So here is K and Bethany!
We gennas dews picsures and writes a wetters waders.(later)
Charlie, who is "our" - "I want to die" part just reveiled something to us.... "he" is a "she".
Yeap - Charlie is a girl. So sorry Charlie for calling you a "he" for the last 3 yrs or so years.
Maybe that is why all the pics he .. oops! she has done have females in them and not males.
Just a guess on that. She wants to die - so she makes all those dreadful pics - glad she doesnt come out more ! Hope she has a nice place to go to when she is inside......... wonder if it blows up when k blows up her internal world?
K has had ... oh about... at least 6 internal worlds that I am aware of. And when she gets really mad - she blows them up ! (wonder what that means... her blowing up her world all the time?)
Well K wants to come out- saying it is her "turns-es" to be on the computer.
So here is K and Bethany!
We gennas dews picsures and writes a wetters waders.(later)
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
My Wetters toos Santas Claws
Dears Santas Claws
Dis Kawesa
Dis bees my wetters toos yous fors whats eyes wants dis years fors Kiss-miss.
Eyes sees some purttys fings eyes wikeds fors my babies buts eyes nots gennas askeds yous fors dose prizes.(K calls presents surprises - which is her term-"prizes")
Steads eyes gennas askeds yous fors some fings elses. O-tays?
Eyes wants toos askeds yous fors justeds one fings and dens fors justed utters fings toos. O-tays?
Firstest eyes wants toos askeds yous ifs eyes cans getteds a picsures froms my new mommys - ones she makeds justeds fors mees heres on de wittle tb fings. (thats what K calls the computer)
She makeds suchs boo-fuls (beautiful) picsures. And she makeds dems fors utters grwhirls - sews eyes finkeds dats maybees eyes wikeds her makeds mees ones justeds for mees.
And dens de utter fings eyes gennas askeds yous fors is ifs she calleds mees on de wittle phoneses (cell phone) and tell-wids mees Merry Kiss-miss.
Dats bees alls eyes askeds fors - O-tays?
Yous habes toos tell-wids mees how manys dollars dats bees sews eyes gives you nuff dollars sews eyes cans gets bowffs (both) prizes - o-tays?
Pease bees carefuls dats nights ins your sweds. (sled)
Kawesa
Oh der bees utters fings toos - my new mommy wants toos getteds marry-weeds toos her boyfriends. Can you pease gibes hers dats prizes fors her Kiss-miss prizes? O-tays? huh?
Fanks yous (thank you) berry berry muchses. Merry Kiss-miss, Santas Claws!
Dis Kawesa
Dis bees my wetters toos yous fors whats eyes wants dis years fors Kiss-miss.
Eyes sees some purttys fings eyes wikeds fors my babies buts eyes nots gennas askeds yous fors dose prizes.(K calls presents surprises - which is her term-"prizes")
Steads eyes gennas askeds yous fors some fings elses. O-tays?
Eyes wants toos askeds yous fors justeds one fings and dens fors justed utters fings toos. O-tays?
Firstest eyes wants toos askeds yous ifs eyes cans getteds a picsures froms my new mommys - ones she makeds justeds fors mees heres on de wittle tb fings. (thats what K calls the computer)
She makeds suchs boo-fuls (beautiful) picsures. And she makeds dems fors utters grwhirls - sews eyes finkeds dats maybees eyes wikeds her makeds mees ones justeds for mees.
And dens de utter fings eyes gennas askeds yous fors is ifs she calleds mees on de wittle phoneses (cell phone) and tell-wids mees Merry Kiss-miss.
Dats bees alls eyes askeds fors - O-tays?
Yous habes toos tell-wids mees how manys dollars dats bees sews eyes gives you nuff dollars sews eyes cans gets bowffs (both) prizes - o-tays?
Pease bees carefuls dats nights ins your sweds. (sled)
Kawesa
Oh der bees utters fings toos - my new mommy wants toos getteds marry-weeds toos her boyfriends. Can you pease gibes hers dats prizes fors her Kiss-miss prizes? O-tays? huh?
Fanks yous (thank you) berry berry muchses. Merry Kiss-miss, Santas Claws!
Damn Drunks !!!!!
3:45 Am this morning-just getting to sleep when the dog flys off the bed doing her prowler barking and throat growling!
Its sleeting- you can hear it hitting the side of the house and I guess the drunks made it this far down the street!
We live on the main drag about 2-3 blocks from a couple of bars - so the drunks (including the one that lives upstairs) found their way down the street this far! There is a 12 ft space that is almost enclosed they way they built the house next door- it is actually fastened to this house upstairs so it is almost entirely enclosed and I found out that there are several drunks that make it that far in the bad weather and flop there! That is till I call the cops! Cant say that they werent there last night! Foot prints in the snow again!!!!!
So no sleep again! I have lost count on how many nights it is this time around.
We lay down but never go to sleep!
One good thing about the no sleep last night - I ran across a free program and got into the the admin account(password was changed- not by me but by the asst. dist attorney's office when they had it- and I have not been able to do any updates - that meant TWO years of no updates!
So after I found that program it took almost 12 hrs for all the updates to catch up and now there is only one more small problem to fix- and then this dinosauer of a computer should run pretty good. A little slow at times - but as long as I can get polyvore to run- I will be happy.
And now K can play her games - couldnt do it before because it needed a flash update and I couldnt do that till last night. So she is happy about getting her games back.
Now if only she would get her "Kiss-miss" wish - she would be in 7th heaven if she got that!
Parts have all been taking their turn coming and going.
Could have used one with alot of muscle the other day! Needed to move a roll top desk - just push it 45 degrees - but with a broken foot even in that walking cast - it took me 3 hrs to do what would have taken 2 people ten mins to do! And then I was shot for the next 2 days!
See the doc Friday for both the foot and the heart. Might have to go to a reg cast and crutches the doc said - foot not healing - I cant do crutches - have no strength in the arms because of the MS - so I dont know what I am going to do. If this walking cast stays - this foot might not be healed till summer!!!! Bummer!!!!
Great big bummer!!!!
K sorted out some "warmest clothes" for her babies - that is a 2-3 hr ordeal when she changes clothes on her babies. She is trying to decide if they should go in their "Kiss-miss" clothes now or wait closer to Christmas.
Either way - thats a two day ordeal - changing them twice so close together. She saw a new baby she would like- but it will have to wait. Wasnt even an expensive one - but food comes first right now.
Next thing we have to buy is a good portable heater.
This place is like living in a barn! So cold and drafty. Even the tortioses have stayed in their hide where it is warm. They venture out once in a 24 hr period to eat and go right back in to get warm again! If their body temp isnt a certain temperture - they cant digest their food. I guess thats why some hibernate - these dont. They are the only tortioses/turtles that do not hibernate. I really should work on their blog site now that I got this running - couldnt put pics on it because it needed a java update to do it!
Guess there isnt any excuse now!
That is if all parts cooperate. Some dont mind time spend on here - some watch and see what is going on - others dont like on here. K would live on here if she could.
Poppy was out for a little bit-did a pic on polyvore yesterday. At least Charlie isnt around right now. He is the "I want to die" part.
Not sure what Poppy's job is. I think she is between 12 and 14 yrs old. Somewhere in there....
Well need to go look to see where those footprints all went - it is light outside now.
I just wish the drunks, tramps and preps would all find some place "nicer" to go to - like in not here at all !!!!!!!!!!
Its sleeting- you can hear it hitting the side of the house and I guess the drunks made it this far down the street!
We live on the main drag about 2-3 blocks from a couple of bars - so the drunks (including the one that lives upstairs) found their way down the street this far! There is a 12 ft space that is almost enclosed they way they built the house next door- it is actually fastened to this house upstairs so it is almost entirely enclosed and I found out that there are several drunks that make it that far in the bad weather and flop there! That is till I call the cops! Cant say that they werent there last night! Foot prints in the snow again!!!!!
So no sleep again! I have lost count on how many nights it is this time around.
We lay down but never go to sleep!
One good thing about the no sleep last night - I ran across a free program and got into the the admin account(password was changed- not by me but by the asst. dist attorney's office when they had it- and I have not been able to do any updates - that meant TWO years of no updates!
So after I found that program it took almost 12 hrs for all the updates to catch up and now there is only one more small problem to fix- and then this dinosauer of a computer should run pretty good. A little slow at times - but as long as I can get polyvore to run- I will be happy.
And now K can play her games - couldnt do it before because it needed a flash update and I couldnt do that till last night. So she is happy about getting her games back.
Now if only she would get her "Kiss-miss" wish - she would be in 7th heaven if she got that!
Parts have all been taking their turn coming and going.
Could have used one with alot of muscle the other day! Needed to move a roll top desk - just push it 45 degrees - but with a broken foot even in that walking cast - it took me 3 hrs to do what would have taken 2 people ten mins to do! And then I was shot for the next 2 days!
See the doc Friday for both the foot and the heart. Might have to go to a reg cast and crutches the doc said - foot not healing - I cant do crutches - have no strength in the arms because of the MS - so I dont know what I am going to do. If this walking cast stays - this foot might not be healed till summer!!!! Bummer!!!!
Great big bummer!!!!
K sorted out some "warmest clothes" for her babies - that is a 2-3 hr ordeal when she changes clothes on her babies. She is trying to decide if they should go in their "Kiss-miss" clothes now or wait closer to Christmas.
Either way - thats a two day ordeal - changing them twice so close together. She saw a new baby she would like- but it will have to wait. Wasnt even an expensive one - but food comes first right now.
Next thing we have to buy is a good portable heater.
This place is like living in a barn! So cold and drafty. Even the tortioses have stayed in their hide where it is warm. They venture out once in a 24 hr period to eat and go right back in to get warm again! If their body temp isnt a certain temperture - they cant digest their food. I guess thats why some hibernate - these dont. They are the only tortioses/turtles that do not hibernate. I really should work on their blog site now that I got this running - couldnt put pics on it because it needed a java update to do it!
Guess there isnt any excuse now!
That is if all parts cooperate. Some dont mind time spend on here - some watch and see what is going on - others dont like on here. K would live on here if she could.
Poppy was out for a little bit-did a pic on polyvore yesterday. At least Charlie isnt around right now. He is the "I want to die" part.
Not sure what Poppy's job is. I think she is between 12 and 14 yrs old. Somewhere in there....
Well need to go look to see where those footprints all went - it is light outside now.
I just wish the drunks, tramps and preps would all find some place "nicer" to go to - like in not here at all !!!!!!!!!!
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