Thursday, October 22, 2009

Update for Polyvore followers

Hi!  This is Crystal (I am a 16 yr old part)
For the polyvore followers - if you do not see art work or get an answer from "us" (Kalisa or any others)
it usually is because the perps have gotten Kalisa.
They sometimes keep her for 2 days - one time 4 days.
"We" are not missed by anyone because all our friends and family have deserted us - so there isnt anyone to check on us.
The local police call us "crazy' and the littles and myself do not trust them anyways.  Some of the perps dress as police, firemen and EMTs in the past.  So "we" do not know who is good or bad.
So please do not think we are upset with you. OK?
And yes the perps had Kalisa for several days.
Took her to another barn where they had a half grown lioness tied up - told K that if she didnt do as they said - they would turn the "lion" on her to let it eat her!
Where they got the critter - who knows!

Thursday, October 15, 2009

What a Nite !

This is Crystal - K is actually hiding right now!
She ran when the cops beat and I mean beat on our front door and picture window around 9 PM tonight!
There is this lady that lives several doors down the street - she said she tried to call us on the phone but it went straight to voice mail - then she knocked on the back door and the side window and she said she only heard the dog bark.
Well I was in the shower at the time and couldnt hear the knocking and the phone was turned off charging.
So she called the cops!  (I fell several days ago and couldnt get up and layed on the floor for about an hour till the pain wasnt so bad that I could get up- I told her about this not knowing she is a worrier)
So when I didnt answer her knocking and the bit with the phone - she called the police.  They came banging and hollering "This is the police"  - even the lady above me came down to see what was going on.
I had to remind everyone that I am very hard of hearing and dont hear the knocking, or the phone ringing sometimes.  The dog is trained to alert me when the phone rings and barks when someone is at the door.  But in the shower - I hear nothing.

So K ran when the police came-both because the perps sometimes are in police uniforms and the one time they came to the door and "we" ended up on the psych ward.  So police and K do not get along. So is in hiding for now.
I guess that is good-no perps abduction when I am out!
But that doesnt help the nerves and just upsets the stomach and makes the head hurt.
Oh well-maybe later we can get some sleep!

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Long Over Due Update

I am Crystal - I am this body's 16 yr old part.  I encourge you to start at the beginning of this blog and also visit other sites on DID. (strongly suggest the one to the right)
The host bowed out over 3-4 yrs ago and left Elizabeth -an adult part to take over.
She started this blog and started with a little history of the host's life story and a bit of our life story.
This site can be triggering for some- so please be careful.  It is not meant to cause harm or anxiety to anyone.

Kalisa - the 4 yr old part - is the strongest part of our system   She has control when ever she wants and for as long as she wants.  She is "out" most of the time.  "We" are functional as far as daily living - the host had to quit nursing 5-6 yrs ago.  Not only because of DID but also because of multiple other medical problems.
Kalisa (as well as the host body) has always had an above average intelligence. She can be a "little stinker"!
(Such as right now she jumped out and said -"Eyes  nots a stinkers- eyes  nots  bees  stinkeds!")
She also insists that you type words the way she pronouns them.  Because not only of the abuse but also the neglect - Kalisa does have a speech problem.

Presently Kalisa is not letting Elizabeth out-why she is not saying.  She will let me out - I can do the driving-
she lets Bethany out - I think she is around 8 yrs old - Bethany helps K (Kalisa) here on the computer.
Please have pateince with us - we are not too very smart when it come to this computer and the how toos. And it doesnt help when other littles delete the help that is emailed to us.

I am going to try and keep this site up to date - since I found it.
"We" do art therpy work on Polyvore - under E & K -stands for Elizabeth and Kalisa.  Elizabeth started that site also for K.