Mystery Mind

Well havent done anything here for awhile.

Been living at the doctors again.

Have a new pill, more weekly lab work and feel worse instead of better!

I hate when things are planned for the day and you have to cancel because you are too busy holding your head over the toilet pucking your guts out!

Here is the mood for the day!

Kalisa was taken again by those jerks! I dont know what trigger they are using to get her to open the door - it is a new one. And I cant figure it out!

They gave her something- besides a laxative because she got sick from what ever they gave her and she started to vomit so they brought her back home but not before they gave her a laxative on top of whatever made her sick. Made her extremely dizzy also. The laxative I guess is punishment for not being a "good girl" for them! A****holes!!!!!!!!!

She has been busy making her "picsures". She has all kinds! She would like to learn how to do the computer herself but she wont let anyone out long enough to learn how.

She is in control again - only lets bigs out when necessary. I guess that is why this place still isnt together. If she would just let me out for about 2 days - 2 days where you arent sick - I could get this place together and then she wouldnt have to go through containers looking for things.

Ugh!!! The people upstairs must have glued something! The glue smell is drifting down here! Sure hope it wont hurt the "torguses"!

Harmony tried to get out this AM. He couldnt quite reach high enough to get his front let up to the bottom of the door - sooo- he got the bright idea if just maybe - if he stood on top of Ashiee - he would be high enough to reach the bottom of the door and pull himself up! He probably would have made it out but Ashiee just didnt like the idea of having that lard a*** stand on top of him!!! SO Ashiee foiled Harmony's plan and moved! Harmony fell over!

Wish I had my camera handy- would have made some good pics!

Was the only good chuckle is the pass month or so! K wants to do a post but I am not up to her mood right now so she will just have to wait!

Too many - too much going on upstairs right now in my head! It is like a shouting match - no stopping it! Like bombs going off inside your head! And then the bodys pain has been really bad lately. The heart isnt doing very well-the other night I thought it was just going to stop! It would do that horrible flip flopping that it does! That is the most horrible feeling ever!